recently, i’ve found it again. ‘it’ being my spark. that artist’s spark that makes you see the world in these wondrous frames. i still saw the world in it’s beauty – but i got caught in some of the shit. and couldn’t fully catch the light.
i have the spark again. and its lead me to the light – well leading me to the light. i have to shake off all of these habits and beliefs i’ve picked up along the way. i’m making progress, it’s slow moving, but it’s slow. and right now, with everything telling you to get everything now. i don’t need this now. i want to feel the process of unraveling. i want to feel peeling back all of these webs, and jackets, and skins to find me.
the light.
i’ve the pleasure of working from home. so i give myself slow mornings after the initial meetings and check-ins are handled, which are around 08:00. but there are even mornings when the pace quiets. and there is when i find the light.
every morning i turn off the ac and open the windows. and the other morning i caught babe in the window. basking. gloriously.
& i’ve begun noticing it in different areas of the house…
& then from noticing the light, i’ve started catching onto these smaller details
it was such a lovely way to get creative in the smallest way, just by observing the light at home while i’m doing my normal routines.
and i think my favorite part out of all of this is that i’ve started using my camera again. i really wanted to capture these small observations and share them somewhere.
and and – from using my camera, with light, what do we get? shadow!
i started catching how the shadow hugs the light, sharpening it in the most interesting places.
am i trying to say anything, really? yeah, i think so – magic comes in the simplest ways. just have to let go and catch it, then follow it wherever it takes you. (that may have been #cringe, but fck off. it’s the truth, magic’s real).
ok. till next time ✨
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